Monday 28 February 2011

Hear me, Love you





Hear me
Feel me
I'm Screaming
Love him

The Untold stories
for someone who never know what I know
Dark love
Love in darkness
Till it's purple
Still love you though

After all I cannot say these
Let me speak it up now
to you 
the unspoken feeling
I still keep it in me
....

Back To The Old Day (Part 1)

Back to the old day
I remembered the grass
The stone, the land
Here was the place
Where my journey started to begin
And let me have a precious memory

Here in this place
I met most of the gracious person
Who can see without even have to look
Who can feel the deepest of others
Who can sense only
But the sense was sharper than us the normal one


In their world
There's only darkness
But in their Blindness
They see more than I do
They know more than you do
They feel more than us
What an incredible person

No matter how hard their life is
They never give up their difficulties
They try and try to break through the limit
And get succeeded

How amazing they are
How Great The Lord !!

This is what I feel   when I got back again to the "Wyata Guna - Bandung".
It is one of several place for Tuna Netra in Indonesia, where people that loose their vision, educated and learn how to survive their life. I went there when I was 13 years old, when I was in secondary school. I was reading for them, and became their eyes at that time.  From them, I learn so many things, including my English. They were good in English Literature, They sometimes made my spelling better by making a correction on my pronunciation. I sometimes help them to write a letter. Hmm.. amazing and incredible person lives there.

And now, in this year, I come back again to that field, where people usually gather around and play soccer. They use the ball that have sound, and follow the sound only. No matter what, they tried to make a goal. Fun, isn't it? Sometimes, they fall, or bump into each other. And it was the fun I know. They enjoy the game and cheer up for their friend.

For this I thank God for the entire life, and I promised once that I wouldn't lost my spirit in life just because of some burden or barricade. Compared to them I have more, and I should not loose my spirit. As they try, I also have to try my best.(From Wyata Guna, Jl. Pajajaran Bandung - February 2011)



Saturday 26 February 2011

The Dragon Has Gone

Sssshhh!!!
Breath deeply
I still can't believe

Facing close to the coffin
I found a face
That I always know

For the entire of his life
He did good
He's a cheer up person, cleared mind
Strong will and personality
Also kind-hearted deep inside

As it was the yesterday, when he stayed with me. Shared so many stories, laughed silly, pretend to each other enemies sometimes, but always do the rebellion together. He's my cousin. The lovable person, who taught me many things that I never knew, and make me learn how to calmly handle something, even in terrible condition.

This late afternoon
I step out of the place
Walking slowly
Inhale and exhale
As breathing is the most precious

Turn my head up
I saw a cloud pictured a dragon
Silently
My tears running down
Goodbye, my dragon...
This life has took you to finished it up so quickly
See you in the next life

If the next life is really exist...
Will you still share your story with me?

Dedicated to Tony Kurniadi - My Cousin, My Dragon.

Friday 18 February 2011

Lagu Daerah - Kebudayaan

Hari selasa pagi, seperti biasa, saya selalu jadi sasaran empuk bagi orang-orang sekitar saya. Dari mulai sekedar tanya-tanya tentang hal yang kurang mereka mengerti, sampai memberi tugas yang amat deadline.

Tingkat kesulitan tugas yang diberikannya sangat beragam, dari yang mudah banget, seperti kata perumpamaan : seperti membalikkan telapak tangan,  sampai yang susah banget, “ngerjainnya aja ampe keringetan”…

Nah, Itu baru gambaran dari tingkat kesulitan alias levelnya. Kadang tugas jadi parah karena ketidaktersediaan bahan penunjang pengerjaan tugas. Kalau sudah begini, produksi keringat yang segede jagung bertambah  dengan mata melotot dan hidung kembang kempis dan perasaan mendadak ingin melahap semuanya. (Kalo meja bisa dimakan pasti juga di – hap!).

Pas Selasa pagi kali ini, saya sempet tertipu. Ketika diberi tugas, cepat saya menyanggupi. “Mudah… !! “ dalam hati saya. Hanya bikin lagu medley, apa susahnya.. tinggal gabungin aja. Kebetulan, permintaannya begitu, hanya menggabungkan lagu-lagu daerah Jawa Barat alias Sunda. Ya,  beberapa potongan lagu sehingga seperti medley. Terbayang sudah mau cari bahan di mana.

Browsing ke sana-sini, situs itu–ini, ternyata saya kecewa berat. Bahannya jarang ditemukan. Yang saya cari adalah lagu sunda, antara lain : Manuk Dadali, Tokecang, Pileuleuyan, Es lilin, Bubuy Bulan. Ya.. sekitar lagu-lagu yang semua orang tau. Saya berniat mencari versi jadul alias jaman dulu. Yang saya temukan ternyata kebanyakan sudah dibuat dalam bentuk techno atau disco. Masalahnya, saya juga tidak ingin yang cuma instrumental saja, harus ada penyanyinya.

Betul, saya berkeringat jadinya. Susah. Sulit menemukan versi asli atau mendekati asli. Malah saya menemukan lagu Tokecang yang dinyanyikan anak-anak, yang sudah dirubah kata-katanya alias diplesetin :

“Tokecang, tokecang
Kang Toto lari kencang
Tokecang tokecang
Lari ke kebun kacang…
Tokecang tokecang
Kang Toto tunggang langgang
Tokecang Tokecang
Lari kecebur empang”

Satu lagi :
“Cingcangkeling Manuk cingkleung cindeuteun
Cingcangkeuling makan kacang sambil mancing ”

Euleu..euleuh…!! saya ga mau nyebutin sapa yang nyanyi, tapi beneran ada yang ajaib gini. Plesetan abis!

What ?!!
Jujur itu reaksi saya yang pertama kali muncul. Merusak lagu itu namanya. Bukan membudayakan tetapi mengubah lagu menjadi kehilangan artinya sama sekali. Kecewa berat saya, akhirnya hanya ambil lagunya Jalan Braga, Bubuy Bulan dan Pileuleuyan. Pas kebetulan ada.

Akhirnya karena tugas ini dan menemukan fakta yang demikian, saya jadi mikir. Sudah berkurangkah peminat lagu tradisional atau daerah?
Sekarang lagu daerah kurang terdengar gaungnya, bahkan kalah sama cinta satu malam atau Keong racun

I bet most of our Indonesian children know these 2 songs, but anyone of the children can sing Ayam den Lapeh or Manuk dadali? Never know…

Jaman saya kecil, lagu daerah itu wajib tahu. Jaman sekarang ? Pencipta lagu Indonesia Raya saja belum tentu tahu. Pernah sih, ada kejadian yang bikin nyengir, waktu itu anak kecil nanya sama saya : “W.R Supratman tuh siapa sih?” Wah… jangan-jangan ndak tahu lagi W. R itu singkatannya apa. Gawat !!

Begitulah, sekilas tentang tugas saya hari itu. Tidak berhasil dapat lagu daerah yang diharapkan, saya jadi ngedumel panjang pendek. 


Sedikit pemikiran tentang kebudayaan : 
Jika kita sendiri tidak sadar dengan adanya kebudayaan kita sendiri, tidak mungkin usaha melestarikannya berhasil


Makanya, jangan kaget kalau suatu hari tiba-tiba di claim sama orang lain. Wajar aja, wong lagu daerah sendiri aja ga tau, apalagi sampai diplesetin. Wah!

"Tulisan ini tidak dimaksudkan untuk menyindir siapapun, hanya untuk menggugah pemikiran yang membaca, siapa tau bisa ngasih masukan yang berharga".

Thursday 17 February 2011

Cowok Berkonde


Cowok berkonde itu
Tiba  tiba menggelitik hati saya
Tambah dilihat kok tambah keren sih?


Itulah awalnya
Saya mulai lebih penasaran
Seperti apa sih dia sebenarnya

Saya mulai baca tentang dia
Saya cari informasi
Saya lihat aktingnya

Ternyata dia bukan sekedar cowok "berkonde"
Aktingnya hebat
Performance di panggung juga keren
Film  filmnya keren
Tambah penasaran
....


Sebenarnya, gaya rambut konde itu bukan hal baru, hanya saja ga semua cowok berambut panjang mau dibuat seperti itu. Dulu, ketika saya hidup di kota besar dan paling besar di negara ini, saya juga pernah punya teman yang suka dengan style rambut kuncir konde alias diiket dan di untel-untel kayak di konde. Menurut saya, keren sih. Tapi tidak  hanya itu,  dibalik konde ada hal lain yang saya jadikan perhatian.


Yang pasti cowok berkonde itu
Beda dengan yang lain
Menurut saya, pasti orangnya tabah banget
Karena jarang  - jarang cowok dalam sejarahnya
Mau rambutnya di gini  gitu in
Diubah  ubah apalagi di kuncir konde


Jan Geun Suk
Termasuk tipe cowok yang mau dengan tabah
Diubah  ubah gaya rambutnya
Sampai harus dikuncir konde
Karena sadar dia jadi trendsetter kali ya?
Tapi emang kalo udah keren, sampai kapan juga ga ada matinya
Buktinya, walau dikuncir konde
Jan Geun Suk tetep keren.
Saya percaya, banyak wanita yang setuju dengan saya.


Asal gambarnya dari sini


Asal gambarnya dari sini


Nah, ini gambar cowok berkuncir konde yang paling saya suka. Manis sekali kan?

Dari sini nieh ngambilnya ...


Tuesday 15 February 2011

Black Valentine



Feels like drowning
Everything seems so miserable
Just taking a drama to entertain
I cannot face what had happened with an open hearted

With the sight of an eyes
That no sharper than anyone
With this hearing
That almost turn to deaf
I cannot face this life

Stand on the ground that always refuse to stand still
As I always refuse to stand longer in every minutes I have
Like an earthquake reveal
I keep shaking on my place
Where could I turn to ?

Want to go already and never had a thought of coming back!!!


It's my darkest day, my black valentine...

Monday 14 February 2011

A Night Before Valentine

Just wondering what he's been doing this night...

I was trying to clean up my hard disk drive when I found one of his song. It called Can You Hear Me.

Later, I realized that was one of OST from one of his movie, Beethoven Virus. His voice so different here. But he really fill the emotion up based on the story off course. He really impressed me.

Listen to this song, I can feel the emotion within.
JGS emang bisa menjiwai lagu yang dibawakannya, tidak hanya modal tampang dan nampang.
He's so adorable !!

From the lyric, I can tell what the song is about. It's about a love for a woman that unreachable because the man is too late. The woman let the man go easily and lean on somebody else. Poor ....

Starting from wondering, I keep want to know, who's the lucky woman that spend a night before valentine with him. What did they do, what did they have.. Was it fantastic or just romantic.

Silly, right?
I guess I should stop now.
And.. for Sukkie ..
Happy Valentine's day



Thursday 3 February 2011

Again.... Jan Geun Suk !!!

Gals, you know...
I got speechless when I heard him singing like this and plus this performance reminds me of the old days...
I 'm melting when I saw him

... Arrrggghhhh !!! Sukkie....!!!